It is one month until I say my good-byes. One month until I roll that big suitcase of mine-which will have my life packed in it- and board that plane. One month until my life will forever be changed. One month until I will find out where my mental threshold resides and whether or not I can push beyond those capacities. One month until I experience a new world of everlasting heat and humidity and exactly ONE month until I find out if true love can withstand the test of distance.
Do not think for two seconds that I am not scared to death because I absolutely am. Thinking about what is to come is a scary thought, a lonely thought and intimidating one. However, it is those characteristics that drive me. They are exactly what excite me about venturing into new and unusual waters. I guess you could say I am a wanderer. I lust for it.
Today, July 9, 2015, officially marks two weeks until I leave. Holy cow, does time ever fly! I am not fully sure how I am supposed to be feeling but I sure can tell you I am probably experiencing every emotion even freaking possible! I was shopping for professional work outfits yesterday, which has not been the easiest of tasks, but such is life. Anyways, a retail associate and I started talking about my big move. She asked me a question I have been asked a 100 times this month.
“Are you ready yet?”
In my usual, anxious, classic Chay self I replied “Absolutely freaking not! Not even close.”
Well, I probably shouldn’t over exaggerate. I am very organized and I have the majority of my packing and all my necessary documents ready to go. However, despite my endless hours of planning my mind is not quite as organized.
She ended our conversation by telling me something stuck to me like leather clothes on a hot day (that’s attractive lol).
“You can never be fully ready or prepared enough for the unknown.”
Smart girl. She made a point. An excellent point actually. So I guess I am going to have to get used to this-the unknown. My life for the next year or so is going to be full of it. Time to roll with the punches!
Here is another "unique experience" for you. In the Loei province in NE Thailand you will find the Huai Krathing Reservoir. It's not just beautiful, it also offers a very unique dining experience. First you order the food on land. Then you jump onto a bamboo raft (see little rafts in the picture) that is pulled by a small speed boat into the middle of the reservoir. And they leave you there with just yourselves, the water and the mountains to enjoy. The only sounds you will hear are the birds and water (and the distant sound of people on the nearby rafts). The food can take some time to arrive but you won't mind as the experience is so relaxing and peaceful #thailand #huaikrathing #banhuaikrathing #travel #unseenthailand #wanderlust #landscapephotography #loei Credit @shoemobi